Hiling

nahihirapan na ang aking isip
nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo..
nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa 'kin..
giliw..

nalilito ako, nais kong sagipin ang ating
nalulunod na pag-ibig
nguni't handa akong palayain ka
kung ito ang 'yong hiling
gaano man kasakit sa akin
ibibgay sa yo
ang tanging pakiusap lang
wag mo akong kalimutan..

kay rami nang nagdaan
na pagsubok sa ting pag-ibig
kakayanin pa kayang mabawi pa
ang mga nasabi nang masasakit na salita..

kung ito ang yong hiling
gaano man kasakit sa akin..
ibibigay sa yo..

nanlalamig na bang pag-ibig mo?

-paramita

little sheep. :c

You said you gon’ take me home. You said you gon’ lend me that book. You promis’d. :c Next time, juz don’t make promises no more aite?

Haha! Sabi na nga ba u're up to sumthin takin' all that gazillion pics of me. I like tha celestial fonts. Wut happen'd to tha others tho'? Like our fab Cafeteria & Gonuts pics and ma spaghetti commercial pic? Dapat pinost mo all gazillion trillion pics! Lolz.

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I juz hafta share this great new test i've found on tha net. It gives a more in-depth analysis/report than any astrological books i have! Works regardless if you're married, single, taken or wutevr! Really spooked me out how perfectly it described tha person who has my most coveted heart! ;-)

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/972655177

I am your tiny vessel.

Only security can tame me.

So I keep on takin’
And no I ain’t taken
We can keep on datin’
I keep on demonstrating
-Fergie, B.E.P.

rly rly hate it when am tryin to access some site and tha internet optimizer appears. grr!

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO mA Gr3y5h33p!

for Em Thoebe

It ain’t no joke wut I go through every day juz to see Em. Here are some facts in those two hours.

1. It takes 3 rides: 2 rock-a-bye jeep and 1 backslap bus -“rock-a-bye” coz I’ve never ridden a jeep witout bein’ shook @least a few thousand times and jeepney rides alwez make me sleepy [prolly tha very reason why babies are rock’d to sleep]; and “backslap” coz tha short ride I take from Boni to Guadalupe on wooden-seated buses causes passengers’ backs to collide wit them hard wooden back’d seats when tha bus suddenly lurches forward [now, who’d fall asleep wit that?]
2. Tha Boni Kaliwa jeep takes longer than tha Boni Derecho jeep.
3. On tha left side of tha Kalentong street, a cerebral palsic boy about 8 years of age can be found simultaneously smoothin’ out his hair and makin’ faces while facin’ tha streets as if in front of an imaginary mirror.
4. Tha more I walk, tha more I wanna sleep. I walk from ma place to where tha Boni jeeps pass, from where it parks out to where buses pass, up tha double-staired overpass and down & then half a block, and finally from tha tent, git off, say hello to a string of resto’s, check ma reflection @ tha last mirror-walled one, cross a li’l puddle of mud that never disappears regardless of tha weather, before finally meeting Em. [Once in tha middle of stairclimbing, I stopp’d and tried to teleport self to Em. Dden work.:c]

*Shoe fatalities & casualties: ma sneaks whose back strap had snapp’d, ma pointy black mule who divorc’d its heel, and mum’s sandals whose strap came unglued twice, plus cuts & scratches on tha othr survivors.

Kno wen I us’d to work In tha government workplace & everyone’s hellish &horrible? Well I’ve made tis one great pal Jelai who works as a clerk @ tha Vice Mayor’s Office & whos prolly tha most selfless generous creature on earth. She alwez splits everythin wit me even when has very little to give & makes me laugh wit her way of dealin wit peepz & her English. Simply put, she rox! Here she is chattin wit me on Y!M wen I jokingly told her I’m selling self to earn moolah.

gelai_0106: take out your clothes
gelai_0106: hahaha
gelai_0106: ur price is kinda cheap
gelai_0106: u belong to 1 million onlt
gelai_0106: i love you best
gelai_0106: ako nalang bibili sau
gelai_0106: para hindi ka mapunta sa bad
gelai_0106: in me ill take care of you always like what I do to myself
gelai_0106: i will put u on a pedestal so that’s y nothing can harm you
gelai_0106: k naba yun
gelai_0106: ano papabili kapa ba?
gelai_0106: wer do u put tha money?
gelai_0106: after buying you
gelai_0106: in a piggy bank?
gelai_0106: =)
gelai_0106: u make me smile
gelai_0106: ur so funy ha
gelai_0106: daaaaaaaah
gelai_0106:
BUZZ!!!!
gelai_0106: heler
gelai_0106: harlem nalang kaya
gelai_0106: harlem
gelai_0106: its time for me to say bye
gelai_0106: i love you best ur such a one of a kind
gelai_0106: always pray ha trust god
gelai_0106: don’t feel angry if somebody wants u down
gelai_0106: believe in ur self and faith
gelai_0106: love family ur friends
gelai_0106: keep on chatting
gelai_0106: ill miss you always
gelai_0106: always remember that im here for you
gelai_0106: hope you wont change
gelai_0106: cause I like the way you are
gelai_0106: till here
gelai_0106: jelay is signing out
gelai_0106: bye:-h
gelai_0106: miss u bestfrend
gelai_0106: thanks for always there for me
gelai_0106: pagpalain ka sana ng diyos
gelai_0106: wish you all the best
gelai_0106: there is no better way to tellyou
gelai_0106: i
gelai_0106: love
gelai_0106: you
gelai_0106: best
gelai_0106: frend
gelai_0106: you
gelai_0106: mean
gelai_0106: the
gelai_0106: world
gelai_0106: to
gelai_0106: me
gelai_0106: may
gelai_0106: all
gelai_0106: your
gelai_0106: dreams
gelai_0106: come
gelai_0106: true
gelai_0106: gudluck
gelai_0106: take care
gelai_0106: ur
gelai_0106: frend
gelai_0106: jelay
gelai_0106: here
gelai_0106: bye:-h

Y'all, some church in Illinois juz profess'd a weird following for yours truly...

NO THANKS EH? Tha unexpress’d need fo’ sumthin in fear of misconceptions by other people [e.g., weakling, somebody who cares, human, etc.] eventually ripens into an ugly state of desperateness sooner or later. And when ya hafta shout jz to be heard and yer pride has estranged ye from all… it ain’t too pretty, is it?

Been keepin’ things private lately… ;-)

I just had lunch brought over to me in tha O. I feel like a craving pregnant woman whose every whim must be followed! And that's exactly how a bratinella like me want it to be! ;-)

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road.
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you.

I'm freezing in the sun,
I'm burning in the rain.
The silence, i'm screaming,
Calling out your name.

*And i do reside in the heat.
Put out the fire with me and find.
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles.
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

**To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see,
And all that i need this time.
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face,
That i see through the night.
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us.
You didn't ask me why,
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight.

-->Hale

Usually the first time I go to a place, face to face with people I barely know, I feel an immense loneliness. I see myself reflected in the glass of the window while black gloom spread over me. I am tied by blood to no creature in this world. I could go anywhere, do anything. It's dizzying. Suddenly, to see that the world so large, the cosmos so black, the unbounded fascination of it, the unbounded loneliness… these days, I'm feeling it with these hands, these eyes. I’ve been looking at the world half-blind. –Banana Yoshimoto

Simple Plan gets Complicated!

Who sat [or shall I say, stood] on the three thousand peso seating slot last Thursday courtesy of last minute free miracle passes acquired through tha right attitude, the right charm, and the right friends! ;-)
***
Since S.P. sound and lewk juz like otha bands in tha same genre [Hoobastank, Sum41, Blink 182, Greenday], some S.P. songs naturally sound juz like some otha bands' songs. Juz like...

1. S.P.’s ‘I’m Just A Kid’ and Sum41’s ‘In Too Deep’
I’m just a kid …and am tryin’ to keep up above my head instead of goin’ under…
2. S.P.’s ‘I’d Do Anything’ and Blink 182’s ‘All The Small Things’
I’ d do anything… truth care, truth brings...

Tha best & worst local overpasses
By Expert Commuter 5h1n3!

Best: Tha Raon one in Quiapo.
-very small staircase steps [anti-fatigue], minimal to zero beggar encounters, and shady too!

Worst: Guadalupe bridge in EDSA Guadalupe
-illogical double staircases [both fatigue-provoker & heights-phobia aggravator], tha most litter-infested, filthiest, most ancient staircases eroded by time [stepping on an uneven half-gone footing is not unusual]
Runner-up: Boni MRT bridge [specifically tha stairs]
-same eroded down problem, like somethin’has been gnawin’ down & snackin’ on tha steps [definitely not stiletto-friendly]

The author is a resident pedestrian as well as a slippers-to-work believer who has started commuting about a year and a half ago to this day.