Thursday, May 26

I just had lunch brought over to me in tha O. I feel like a craving pregnant woman whose every whim must be followed! And that's exactly how a bratinella like me want it to be! ;-)

Thursday, May 19

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road.
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you.

I'm freezing in the sun,
I'm burning in the rain.
The silence, i'm screaming,
Calling out your name.

*And i do reside in the heat.
Put out the fire with me and find.
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles.
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

**To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see,
And all that i need this time.
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face,
That i see through the night.
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us.
You didn't ask me why,
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight.

-->Hale

Sunday, May 15

Usually the first time I go to a place, face to face with people I barely know, I feel an immense loneliness. I see myself reflected in the glass of the window while black gloom spread over me. I am tied by blood to no creature in this world. I could go anywhere, do anything. It's dizzying. Suddenly, to see that the world so large, the cosmos so black, the unbounded fascination of it, the unbounded loneliness… these days, I'm feeling it with these hands, these eyes. I’ve been looking at the world half-blind. –Banana Yoshimoto